Saturday, April 25, 2009

so i know im acknoleding my weight

I have always been a healthy 110 lbs. Now i am not claiming to be obese. its just that well i feel comfortable with my body at a certain weight. I doubt it is the ideal weight models or celebs want, but at 110 lbs i feel sexy and confident.
Well all that changed after I got married and started working. Spending long hours sitting in my cube didn't help. Ive managed to make my ass bigger and my thigh. well I call them thunder thighs! I'm not exagrating! i wouldn't wear shorts or a mini if I got paid. The damage to by self esteem with all the snickering would just make me spend all the money on therapy.
So here I am trying to lose 25 lbs which has managed to accumulate on my ass and thighs, even my stomach isn't rotund. At least then maybe I could just say I'm pregnant. but no I'm just a person with a fat ass and thunder thighs :(

Well I've cut back on my diet no more sugar cookies or Doritos's. No more mid meal munchies. Just 4 small meals in a day.

Now if I can just motivate myself to start working out a little. But i can't seem to. I've tried praying, oh god give me the discipline to start working out. but No discipline. Its like those silly new years resolutions. yet I'm determined. So i will start running around the park we have across from our place.

2 comments:

  1. Hey, I know the feeling, I'm working on it too! Hang in there, we'll get rid of those pounds! Thanks for stopping by my blog.

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  2. Just blog more... you will forget about the extra pounds.

    It's addictive :-)

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