i jinxed myself

so my house is all sparkly! yeah me!
i think i may have jinxed myself still no feed back after the second round of interviews. my weight has plateaued! and im going to the lake on saturday! help what do i wear?? i shall buy flip flops and a swim suit for moi tomorrow.

please let me get a job ASAP!

hmmmm....

have i mentioned how much i hate cleaning up! i hate cleaning up ALOT! i still have to hoover thats left but my am i exhausted after dusting, polishing, laundry, dishes that was ok but gardening killed me! im dead. i figured id get the gardening done so any dirt i bring in can be hoovered off. oh my bad bad BAD idea.. but on the plus side my garden looks awesome! i smile just looking at it!...and im thinking of going to a tanning salon.. to get a nice tan for the 12 week summer we are blessed with in MN.. its just i burn easily so almost constantly have to wear sunblock.. so tanning salon sounds like a good idea... also i think i cleared a second interview.. now if only i clear the 3rd interview and get a freaking job already! im currently working on Sundays on a kiosk and its ok.. i took a book and basically read all day... so that was nice.. its my guilty pleasure romance novels... oh and i want an idea for a gender issue to write about?.. got any ideas i promise to give you credit for the idea! (im serious)

and karma comes full cycle

so my bad luck has not run its course long enough. I got my period and this time i had the worse cramps ever! ive been pucking my guts out and have diarrhea.. (people so want to know the gory details ;) )
Anyway, my mother in law has no intention of moving out yet... its like ive adopted a baby but this baby is over 50 and always whining!... maybe all babies do this.. oh and messy too.. ive put my foot down and have laid down the law that she clean up after herself im am not a maid! thankfully, my hubby backed me up! have i mentioned that he's quit smoking perfect timing..me with my PMS, mother in law with a bi-polar disorder and hubby quiting smoking.. which seems to make him more irritable.. oh well join the club...
shopping always picks me up.. i went to Banana Republic and bought some jewelry... a pretty magenta ring and bangle:) and then i had a brilliant idea.. since my sister in law has us over for dinner on Sunday why not talk my mother in law to go and spend time with her.. (evilly wringing hands with glee at this point)... my mother in law thought it was a brilliant idea... so we are moving my mother in law to her daughters house on Sunday (hallaleujua)... god i wish i was working... i seem to stuck interviewing :(

so ive got some routine to my exercise now

yea!!
i finally figured the day i shower i dont work out. thats because i take forever in the shower and then pampering myself after the shower is too much work. im too exhausted to do anything else. I dont have kids yet so i can indulge. but yea im sore all over. I figured ive reached the plateau on my weight loss which wont go anywhere till i work out. so im working on my tummy, thighs, and butt. and my legs and butt hurts! it even hurts to go potty! but im sure the efforts will pay off. they better!

mother in law

so my mother in law who is bi-polar has come to live with us. I'm not sure what ive done to deserve this. Im very pleasant to her but when she starts ranting and raving she un-nerves me completely! oh well i guess i have to suck it up.. i have lost 2 lbs.. victory dance! im thinking im going to gain 5 lbs by just eating out of stress... i know i must sound horrible.. but oh well i dont care... i was blessed with a very pessimistic mother in law .. sees the glass half full always! and god help me she fought with my father in law and drove over to our place... she just keeps dissing the poor man! pray for me!

million things to do and 'honey can you do this too?"

OK so just because I'm at home doesn't mean I'm slacking off! I have my day planned, my errands planned for outside, and my exercise time all set. You do no get to walk in and ask oh so nicely "oh honey, i was wondering if you could d this tomorrow?"
Imagine how you would feel if during a meeting i barged in and said "oh honey can you do this too?" you would probably have a temper tantrum on the spot. so the answer is " no, not tomorrow but definitely the next day" oh well have to run got to go to target and get some things and then have more random errands.
Have a good one :)

so i know im acknoleding my weight

I have always been a healthy 110 lbs. Now i am not claiming to be obese. its just that well i feel comfortable with my body at a certain weight. I doubt it is the ideal weight models or celebs want, but at 110 lbs i feel sexy and confident.
Well all that changed after I got married and started working. Spending long hours sitting in my cube didn't help. Ive managed to make my ass bigger and my thigh. well I call them thunder thighs! I'm not exagrating! i wouldn't wear shorts or a mini if I got paid. The damage to by self esteem with all the snickering would just make me spend all the money on therapy.
So here I am trying to lose 25 lbs which has managed to accumulate on my ass and thighs, even my stomach isn't rotund. At least then maybe I could just say I'm pregnant. but no I'm just a person with a fat ass and thunder thighs :(

Well I've cut back on my diet no more sugar cookies or Doritos's. No more mid meal munchies. Just 4 small meals in a day.

Now if I can just motivate myself to start working out a little. But i can't seem to. I've tried praying, oh god give me the discipline to start working out. but No discipline. Its like those silly new years resolutions. yet I'm determined. So i will start running around the park we have across from our place.